Thursday, December 06, 2007

Running late

For the gym that is. Its 8.35am and Jay was supposed to be at the gym creche 5 mins ago, but he is still in bed. He hasn't been well all week so the sleep in will do him good. He did get up at 6.45am and I fed him and did consider keeping him up but thought I would try and put him down again, after all sleep ins for him mean sleep ins for me. He did go down but I did some chores as I thought no point going back to bed as I have to head to the gym. Looks like I'm going to have to cancel as we have to be a gymbaroo for Jay at 11.30am and by the time he gets up has breakfast I just won't be able to get to the gym, home, shower, organise him. This is why I am getting my home gym things are just so unpredictable. I have also had a bad week training wise. Did weights Monday, Tuesday, but Wednesday and yesterday I was not well, in fact haven't been the best all week seems like its some sort of gastro thing. I actually thought maybe I was pregnant as I felt exactly the same way the first time but have done a test and its negative so must not be that. Maybe I should just write this week off as a bit of a rest week.

Still having negative issues about going back to work. Like I've mentioned in previous posts its just the whole working in the city thing is not really convenient for me right now especially as where I live I need to drive at least 10 mins to park the car before I even catch public transport. Sorry about the whinge but I just don't know what to do. I really wanted to do a personal training course but its too expensive for us, so second choice was a makeup course so I could do bridal makeup on the weekends. The only problem is the course is run when I work and I can't do evenings cause of Jay and if I'm working there is no way I'm going to do Saturday and miss even more time with Jay. What a dilemma?? Think I better go and ring the gym and cancel. I had to have Jay in early as they were fully booked from 9.30am. Bugger.

1 Comments:

At 4:21 AM, Blogger Em said...

Hun,
I know its hard but perhaps your should try and focus on one thing at a time, your health and happiness is more important than the gym or even work!
I had a negative test when i was preggy with William i waited a week or so and did the test again and it came back positive :)
Hang in there hun i know that it is daunting now but i am sure that you will sort this out if you need to talk i am always here hun :)
Em:)

 

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