Tired, tired, tired
God I am tired. Hubby worked night shift last night so Jay and I stayed at mums as I had to be at the hospital for an appointment at 8am. Well, I couldn't sleep and then at 1am Jay decided he wanted to get up and he wouldn't go down until 5.15am. I didn't let him play just had him in bed with me but now I have missed out on a whole nights sleep. I wouldn't want to go into labour tonight I just don't have the energy for it.
Won't be at the gym much this week, just have too many appointments and like I said I am so tired. Back at it next week and then once I give birth give myself a couple of weeks to get sorted then I will be back full force and hopefully my cravings will have disappeared.
35 weeks
Just about 35 weeks pregnant. I am struggling. I have been sick so many times during this pregnancy it has just taken it out of me. I have been eating heaps, still training but not like I could with my first pregnancy. I have just recovered from being sick for 2 weeks with croup and had to ask mum to look after Jay. I was just so tired for some reason and ended up sleeping most of the day. I just want to stop eating crap food, feel good within my body and feel like I can train again. I am still doing weights but it is taking it out of me and cardio is really just the bike thats all I can manage at the moment. I am just so tired and so damn sore with my pelvis and back all the time.
I have put on 15kgs so far so looks like I will reach the 20kgs mark like I did with my first. I guess there is no point dwelling on it, i only have 5 weeks to go and will look at loosing it all after. I have just bought some pilates dvd's so I can do them at home until I figure out my who I will enlist as my on-line trainer and get back to the gym. I will not rush back this time like I did last time.
I am really starting to freak out now. How am I going to cope with 2 babies? I know it will fall into place I am just tired at the moment and fed up.
