Saturday, July 07, 2007

I feel sick

Just been out on a 'girls' night out and I have eaten too much. I even had dessert which I wouldn't normally do but I thought gee I might aswell it will probably be another year before I eat dessert again. How sad is this. Met the girls at 7.30pm for dinner and by 9.30pm we were all ready to go home. We did however try to go to the pub for 1 drink but got in there and felt so old (even though we are only 30) so decided to go for coffee and cake. I was home by 11.00. I should be going to bed as usually I'm in bed by 9.30pm just so I can get enough sleep but hubby has gone to airport to pick up his brother so I figure I better stay up as no doubt I will get up anyway. Jay is teething at the moment so its hard to know when he will get up. He was sleeping through but the last few days he has been up at all sorts of times so I'm hoping it won't happen tonight as I really need some sleep.

Training is going well, eating could be better. I really wish I hadn't had that dessert tonight, now I reckon I'm going to be up all night with stomach ache..........

Sunday, July 01, 2007

I'm back

I'm back. Had a great time, but very busy. Jay was so well behaved. He travelled so well and we were out all day every day and he was just so good. If he got tired I would just put him to sleep at our friends or in the pram. He loved sleeping in the portacot thank god. It is good to be home though it was very cold and of course I couldn't go to the gym so 3 weeks of not doing anything but walking. I did however loose 1kg which was surprising as we ate quite alot and of course indulged in some nice wine. I am now 61kg, I have 6kg to go to get back to my prepregnancy weight. I am not to worried about it though as I have decided not to be too strict on myself. I do love food and for so many years I have always worried about what goes in my mouth so I am not going to be pedantic. I never ate sandwiches it was always a salad but hey if I have a sandwich as long as its healthy who cares. I train every day and at the moment I am just worrying about portion control and see where we go from there. I have too many other things to worry about that being too strict. On the flip side, we have decided that beginning next year we will try for number 2. Get it over and done with I say.